All that evening he spoke little to me, but in every word he said to Katya, to Sonya, in every movement and look of his, I saw love and did not doubt it. I was only annoyed and sorry for him, why did he still find it necessary to hide and pretend to be cold, when everything was already so clear, and when it was so easy and simple to be so impossibly happy. But the fact that I jumped into his barn tormented me like a crime. It seemed to me that he would stop respecting me for this and would be angry with me.
After tea I went to the piano, and he followed me.
“Play something, I haven’t heard you for a long time,” he said, catching up with me in the living room.
– That’s what I wanted... Sergei Mikhailych! – I said, suddenly looking him straight in the eyes. -Aren't you angry with me?
- For what? he asked.
“Why didn’t I listen to you after dinner,” I said, blushing.
He understood me, shook his head and grinned. His look said that he should scold, but that he did not feel the strength to do so.
“Nothing happened, we’re friends again,” I said, sitting down at the piano.
- Of course! - he said.
In the large, high hall there were only two candles on the piano; the rest of the space was dim. The bright summer night looked out through the open windows. Everything was quiet, only Katya’s steps creaked intermittently in the dark living room, and his horse, tied under the window, snorted and kicked the burdock with its hoof. He was sitting behind me, so I couldn’t see him; but everywhere in the semi-darkness of this room, in the sounds, in myself, I felt his presence. Every glance, every movement of him, which I did not see, echoed in my heart. I played Mozart’s fantasy sonata, which he brought to me, and which I learned in front of him and for him. I didn't think about it at all? I play, but it seems that I played well, and it seemed to me that he liked it. I felt the pleasure that he felt, and, without looking at him, I felt the gaze that was directed at me from behind. Completely involuntarily, continuing to unconsciously move my fingers, I looked back at him. His head stood out against the brightening background of the night. He himself sat, leaning his head on his hands, and looked intently at me with sparkling eyes. I smiled when I saw this look and stopped playing. He smiled too and reproachfully shook his head at the notes for me to continue. When I finished, the moon brightened, rose high, and in addition to the weak light of the candles, another silvery light came into the room from the windows, falling on the floor. Katya said that it was unlike anything that I stopped at the best place, and that I played poorly; but he said that, on the contrary, I had never played as well as I did now, and he began to walk through the rooms, through the hall into the dark living room and back into the hall, each time looking back at me and smiling. And I smiled, I even wanted to laugh for no reason, I was so happy about something that had just happened just now. As soon as he disappeared through the door, I hugged Katya, with whom we were standing at the piano, and began to kiss her on my favorite place, on her plump neck under her chin; As soon as he returned, I pretended to have a serious face and forcibly restrained myself from laughing.
-What happened to her today? - Katya told him.
But he didn’t answer and just chuckled at me.
Did he know what? happened to me.
- Look what a night it is! - he said from the living room, stopping in front of the balcony door open to the garden...
We approached it, and sure enough, it was such a night as I have never seen since. A full moon stood over the house behind us, so that it was not visible, and half the shadow of the roof, pillars and terrace fabric was diagonally en raccourci 2
[from perspective]
She was lying on a sandy path and a lawn circle. The rest was all light and drenched in the silver of dew and monthly light. A wide flower path, along which the shadows of dahlias and supports lay slanting on one edge, all light and cold, shining with uneven gravel, went off into the fog and into the distance. The light roof of the greenhouse could be seen from behind the trees, and a growing fog rose from under the ravine. The already somewhat bare lilac bushes were all light to the branches. All the flowers moistened with dew could be distinguished from one another. In the alleys, shadow and light merged so that the alleys seemed not like trees and paths, but transparent, swaying and trembling houses. To the right, in the shadow of the house, everything was black, indifferent and scary. But on the other hand, emerging from this darkness even brighter was the bizarrely spreading top of the poplar, which for some reason strangely stopped here not far from the house, above in the bright light, and did not fly off somewhere, far away, into the receding bluish sky.
“Let’s go for a walk,” I said.
Katya agreed, but told me to put on galoshes.
“No need, Katya,” I said, “Sergei Mikhailych will give me his hand.”
As if that could stop me from getting my feet wet. But then it was clear to all three of us and not at all strange. He had never given me his hand, but now I took it myself, and he did not find it strange. The three of us left the terrace. This whole world, this sky, this garden, this air was not the one I knew.
When I looked forward along the alley along which we were walking, it still seemed to me that it was impossible to go there any further, that the world of the possible ended there, that all this should forever be chained in its beauty. But we moved, and the magical wall of beauty moved apart, letting us in, and there, too, it seemed, was our familiar garden, trees, paths, dry leaves. And we seemed to be walking along paths, stepping on circles of light and shadow, and it was as if a dry leaf was rustling under our feet, and a fresh branch was brushing against my face. And it was definitely him, who, walking evenly and quietly next to me, carefully carried my hand, and it was definitely Katya, who, creaking, walked next to us. And it must have been the month in the sky that shone on us through the motionless branches...
But with every step, the magic wall closed behind us and in front again, and I stopped believing that I could go further, stopped believing in everything that had happened.
- Ah! frog! - Katya said.
“Who says this and why?” I thought. But then I remembered that it was Katya, that she was afraid of frogs, and I looked at my feet. The little frog jumped and froze in front of me, and her small shadow was visible on the light clay of the path.
- Aren’t you afraid? - he said.
I looked back at him. One linden tree in the alley was missing in the place where we passed; I could clearly see his face. It was so beautiful and happy...
He said: “Are you not afraid?” and I heard him say: “I love you, dear girl!” - I love! I love! - his gaze and his hand repeated; and light, and shadow, and air, and everything said the same thing.
We walked around the entire garden. Katya walked next to us with her small steps and breathed heavily from fatigue. She said it was time to come back, and I felt sorry, I felt sorry for her, poor thing. “Why doesn’t she feel the same as we do? – I thought. “Why aren’t everyone young, not everyone happy, like this night and like him and me?”
We returned home, but he did not leave for a long time, despite the fact that the roosters crowed, that everyone in the house was asleep, and his horse more and more often hit the burdock with its hoof and snorted under the window. Katya did not remind us that it was late, and we, talking about the most empty things, sat, without knowing it, until three o’clock in the morning. The roosters were already crowing, and the dawn had begun to break when he left. He said goodbye as usual, did not say anything special; but I knew that from today he was mine, and I would never lose him. As soon as I admitted to myself that I loved him, I told Katya everything too. She was glad and touched by what I told her, but the poor thing could fall asleep that night, and for a long, long time I walked along the terrace, went into the garden and, remembering every word, every movement, walked along those alleys along which we went with him. I didn’t sleep all that night and for the first time in my life I saw the sunrise and early morning. And I have never seen such a night or such a morning since. “But why doesn’t he just tell me that he loves me? – I thought. – Why does he invent some difficulties, call himself an old man, when everything is so simple and wonderful? Why is he wasting golden time, which may never return? Let him say: I love, let him say in words: I love, let him take my hand with his hand, bend his head to it and say: I love. Let him blush and lower his eyes in front of me, and then I will tell him everything. And I won’t say anything, but I will hug him, cling to him and cry. But what if I’m wrong, and what if he doesn’t love me?” suddenly it occurred to me.
I was afraid of my feeling, God knows where it could lead me, and his and my embarrassment in the barn, when I jumped down to him, came back to me, and my heart felt heavy, heavy. Tears flowed from my eyes, I began to pray. And a strange thought and hope came to me, calming me. I decided to fast from this day forward, take communion on my birthday, and on that very day become his bride.
For what? Why? how should this happen? I didn’t know anything, but from that moment I believed and knew that it would be like this. It was already quite dawn, and people began to rise when I returned to my room.
IV.
It was the Assumption Fast, and therefore no one in the house was surprised by my intention to fast at that time.
During this whole week he never came to see us, and not only was I not surprised, not worried or angry at him, but, on the contrary, I was glad that he did not come, and was only waiting for him on my birthday. During this week, I got up early every day and, while they were pawning my horse, alone, walking in the garden, I went over the sins of the previous day in my mind and thought about what I needed to do today in order to be satisfied with my day and not sin even once. Then it seemed so easy to me to be completely sinless. It seemed like it only took a little effort. The horses arrived, Katya or the girl and I sat in the line, and we rode three miles to the church. Every time I entered the church, I remembered that they were praying for everyone “who enters with the fear of God,” and I tried to climb up the two grassy steps of the porch with precisely this feeling. There were no more than about ten fasting peasant women and servants in the church at that time; and I, with diligent humility, tried to respond to their bows and myself, which seemed to me a feat, went to the candle box to take candles from the old soldier elder and lit them. Through the royal doors one could see the cover of the altar, embroidered by the mother; above the iconostasis stood two wooden angels with stars, which seemed so big to me when I was little, and a dove with a yellow glow, which then occupied me. From behind the choir one could see the crumpled font in which I had so many times baptized the children of our servants, and in which I was also baptized. The old priest came out in a robe made from the covering of my father’s coffin, and served with the same voice that, since the time I can remember, church services were celebrated in our house: Sonya’s christening, and my father’s funeral service, and my mother’s funeral. And the same rattling voice of the sexton was heard in the choir, and the same old woman whom I always remember in church, at every service, bent over, stood against the wall and with tearful eyes looked at the icon in the choir and pressed her folded fingers to a faded handkerchief, and with a toothless mouth whispered something. And all this was no longer curious, it was close to me more than just from memories - all this was now great and sacred in my eyes and seemed to me full of deep meaning. I listened to every word of the prayer being read, tried to answer it with feeling, and if I didn’t understand, then I mentally asked God to enlighten me or came up with my own prayer to replace the unheard one. When the prayers of repentance were read, I remembered my past, and this innocent childhood past seemed so black to me in comparison with the bright state of my soul that I cried and was horrified at myself; but at the same time I felt that all this would be forgiven, and that if I had even more sins, then repentance would be even sweeter for me. When the priest at the end of the service said: “The blessing of the Lord be upon you,” it seemed to me that I experienced an instantaneous physical feeling of well-being. It was as if some kind of light and warmth suddenly entered my heart. The service ended, the priest came out to me and asked if and when it was necessary to come to us to serve the all-night vigil; but I touchingly thanked him for what I thought he wanted to do for me, and said that I myself would come or come.
– Do you want to work hard yourself? - he used to say.
And I didn’t know what? answer so as not to sin against pride.
From mass I always let the horses go, if I was without Katya, I returned alone on foot, low, humbly bowing to everyone I met and trying to find an opportunity to help, advise, sacrifice myself for someone, help lift a cart, rock a child, give way and get dirty . One evening I heard that the clerk, reporting to Katya, said that Semyon, a man, came to ask for timber for his daughter’s coffin and money for a ruble for the funeral, and that he gave it to him. -Are they that poor? – I asked. “They are very poor, madam, they are sitting without salt,” answered the clerk. Something pricked my heart, and at the same time I seemed to rejoice when I heard it. Having deceived Katya that I would go for a walk, I ran upstairs, took out all my money (there was very little of it, but it was all I had) and, having crossed myself, went alone through the terrace and garden to the village to Semyon’s hut. She was from the edge of the village, and I, invisible to no one, went to the window, put money on the window and knocked on it. Someone came out of the hut, opened the door and called out to me; I, trembling and cold with fear, like a criminal, ran home. Katya asked me where I was? what's wrong with me? but I didn’t even understand what she was telling me, and I didn’t answer her. Everything suddenly seemed so insignificant and small to me. I locked myself in my room and walked back and forth alone for a long time, unable to do anything, think, unable to give myself an account of my feelings. I thought about the joy of the whole family, about the words they would call the one who put in the money, and I felt sorry that I didn’t give it away myself. I also thought about what Sergei Mikhailych would say if he knew this act, and I was glad that no one would ever recognize him. And such joy was in me, and everyone and I myself seemed so bad, and I looked at myself and everyone so meekly that the thought of death, like a dream of happiness, came to me. I smiled and prayed and cried, and I loved everyone in the world and myself so passionately, ardently at that moment. Between services I read the Gospel, and this book became clearer and clearer to me, and the history of this divine life became more touching and simpler, and the depths of feeling and thought that I found in his teaching became more terrible and impenetrable. But how clear and simple everything seemed to me when, getting up from this book, I again peered and pondered the life that surrounded me. It seemed so difficult to live poorly and so easy to love everyone and be loved. Everyone was so kind and gentle with me, even Sonya, to whom I continued to give lessons, was completely different, she tried to understand, please and not upset me. As I was, so was everyone with me. Then, going through my enemies, from whom I had to ask forgiveness before confession, I remembered only one young lady outside our house, a neighbor, at whom I laughed a year ago in front of guests, and who because of this stopped coming to us. I wrote a letter to her, admitting my guilt and asking for her forgiveness. She answered me with a letter in which she asked for forgiveness and forgave me. I cried with joy reading these simple lines, in which I then saw such a deep and touching feeling. The nanny burst into tears when I asked her forgiveness. “Why are they all so kind to me? What did I do to deserve such love? I asked myself. And I involuntarily remembered Sergei Mikhailych and thought about him for a long time. I couldn’t do otherwise and didn’t even consider it a sin. But now I thought about him completely differently than on that night when I first found out that I loved him, I thought about him as about myself, involuntarily adding him to every thought about my future. The overwhelming influence I felt in his presence completely disappeared from my imagination. I now felt equal to him and from the height of the spiritual mood in which I was, I completely understood him. It was now clear to me what had seemed strange to me before. Only now I understood why he said that happiness lies only in living for another, and now I completely agreed with him. It seemed to me that the two of us would be so endlessly and calmly happy. And I imagined not trips abroad, not light, not splendor, but a completely different quiet family life in the village, with eternal self-sacrifice, with eternal love for each other and with an eternal consciousness of a gentle and helping Providence in everything.
I took communion, as expected, on my birthday. There was such complete happiness in my chest when I returned from church that day that I was afraid of life, afraid of any impression, of everything that could disturb this happiness. But we had just left the line on the porch when a familiar convertible thundered across the bridge, and I saw Sergei Mikhailych. He congratulated me and we entered the living room together. Never since I knew him have I been so calm and independent with him as I was that morning. I felt that there was a whole new world in me, which he did not understand, and which was higher than him. I didn't feel the slightest embarrassment with him. He must have understood why this was happening, and he was especially gentle and piously respectful with me. I went to the piano, but he locked it and hid the key in his pocket.
“Don’t spoil your mood,” he said: “you now have music in your soul that is better than anything in the world.”
I was grateful to him for this, and at the same time I was a little unpleasant that he so easily and clearly understood everything that must have been secret to everyone in my soul. At dinner, he said that he had come to congratulate me and say goodbye together, because tomorrow he was going to Moscow. As he spoke, he looked at Katya; but then he glanced at me, and I saw how afraid he was that he would notice the excitement on my face. But I wasn’t surprised, I wasn’t alarmed, I didn’t even ask how long? I knew that he would say this, and I knew that he would not leave. How did I know this? Now I can’t explain it to myself; but on this memorable day it seemed to me that I knew everything, what? what happened? will. I was like in a happy dream, when everything that happens seems to have already happened, and I have known all this for a long time, and all this will still happen, and I know that it will be.
He wanted to go now after lunch, but Katya, tired from mass, went to lie down, and he had to wait until she woke up to say goodbye to her. There was sun in the hall, we went out onto the terrace. We had just sat down when I quite calmly began to say what was to decide the fate of my love. And she began to speak neither earlier nor later, but at that very moment when we sat down, and nothing had yet been said, there was still no tone or character of the conversation that could interfere with what I wanted to say. I myself don’t understand where such calmness, determination and precision in expression came from. It was as if it wasn’t me, but something that was speaking inside me independently of my will. He sat opposite me, leaning on the railing, and, pulling a lilac branch towards him, picked off its leaves. When I started speaking, he let go of the branch and rested his head on his hand. This could be the position of a person completely calm or very excited.
- Why are you going? – I asked significantly, with emphasis and looking directly at him.
He didn't suddenly answer.
- Affairs! – he said, lowering his eyes.
I realized how difficult it was for him to lie in front of me and when asked so sincerely.
“Listen,” I said, “you know what kind of day it is for me.” In many ways this day is very important. If I ask you, it’s not to show concern (you know that I’m used to you and love you), I’m asking because I need to know. Why are you going?
“It’s very difficult for me to tell you the truth, why I’m going,” he said. “This week I thought a lot about you and about myself and decided that I had to go.” Do you understand why? and if you love me, you won’t ask anymore. “He rubbed his forehead with his hand and closed his eyes with it. – This is hard for me... But you understand.
My heart started beating fast.
“I can’t understand,” I said, “ I can't, A You tell me, for God’s sake, for the sake of this day, tell me, I can calmly hear everything,” I said.
He changed his position, looked at me and pulled the branch again.
“However,” he said, after a short silence and in a voice that in vain wanted to seem firm, “even though it’s stupid and impossible to tell in words, even though it’s hard for me, I’ll try to explain to you,” he added, wincing as if from physical pain.
- Well! - I said.
“Imagine that there was one gentleman, A, let’s say,” he said, “old and outdated, and one lady B, young, happy, who had never seen either people or life.” Due to different family relationships, he loved her like a daughter, and was not afraid to love her differently.
He fell silent, but I didn’t interrupt him.
“But he forgot that B is so young, that life is still a toy for her,” he continued suddenly quickly and decisively and without looking at me, “and that it is easy to love her differently, and that it will be fun for her.” And he was mistaken and suddenly felt that another feeling, heavy as repentance, was creeping into his soul, and he was afraid. I was afraid that their previous friendly relations would be upset, and decided to leave before these relationships were upset. - Saying this, he again, as if carelessly, began to rub his eyes with his hand and closed them.
Reading “Family Happiness”, I thought that the scene with Natasha’s tucked knees was transferred to “War and Peace” from there:
Look what a night! - he said from the living room, stopping in front of the balcony door open to the garden...
We approached it, and sure enough, it was such a night as I have never seen since. A full moon stood over the house behind us, so that it was not visible, and half the shadow of the roof, pillars and terrace fabric lay diagonally en raccourci on the sandy path and lawn circle. The rest was all light and drenched in the silver of dew and monthly light. A wide flower path, along which the shadows of dahlias and supports lay slantingly at one end, all light and cold, shining with uneven gravel, went off into the fog and into the distance. The light roof of the greenhouse could be seen from behind the trees, and a growing fog rose from under the ravine. The already somewhat bare lilac bushes were all light to the branches. All the flowers moistened with dew could be distinguished from one another. In the alleys, shadow and light merged so that the alleys seemed not like trees and paths, but transparent, swaying and trembling houses. To the right, in the shadow of the house, everything was black, indifferent and scary. But on the other hand, emerging from this darkness even brighter was the fancifully spreading top of the poplar, which for some reason strangely stopped here, not far from the house, above in the bright light, and did not fly off somewhere, far away, into the receding bluish sky.
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Prince Andrei stood up and went to the window to open it. As soon as he opened the shutters, moonlight, as if he had been on guard at the window for a long time waiting for it, rushed into the room. He opened the window. The night was fresh and stillly bright. Just in front of the window there was a row of trimmed trees, black on one side and silver-lit on the other. Under the trees there was some kind of lush, wet, curly vegetation with silvery leaves and stems here and there. Further behind the black trees there was some kind of roof shining with dew, to the right a large curly tree, with a bright white trunk and branches, and above it was an almost full moon in a bright, almost starless spring sky. Prince Andrei leaned his elbows on the window and his eyes stopped at this sky.
... - After all, such a lovely night has never, never happened.
(was this night in Tolstoy’s life? or did he take something that already objectively existed?)
(one could say that in “SS” you can see what is happening through the eyes of Natasha Rostova - but this is not so - both here and there the partner marvels at the night. And yet, in the 2nd case, the description is more military).
(And Tolstoy writes honestly: Masha knows what kind of roof, therefore “a greenhouse roof” - but Andrei does not know, therefore “some kind of roof”)
Does the author use artistic means? Determine the text style, justify your choice. It was such a night as I have never (n...) seen since. A full month stood over the house behind us so that it was (not) visible, and half of the roof of the pillars and the canvas of the terrace lay diagonally on the sand path and lawn circle. The rest was all light and doused in the silver of dew and monthly light. A wide flower path along which the shadows of dahlias and supports lay askance at one edge, all light and cold, shining with (un)even rubble, went into the fog and (into) the distance. The light roof of the greenhouse could be seen from (behind) the trees and a growing fog rose from (under) the ravine.
1. I woke up because one of my travelers pulled my hand. 2. Since these rooms were never ventilated, they contained damp, sour, uninhabited air. 3. The emptiness of the nights was so great that daylight could not overcome it and retreated. 4. When the appointment was received, the captain arranged a banquet. 6. It was surprisingly persistent, this smell lasted for several days and disappeared only in Rome, where I went for several days in Naples. II. 1. I have long heard that the shores of Koktebel are famous for their stones, but I didn’t think that there were so many of them. 2. She was beautiful with that immediate innate beauty that extends to everything - her face, eyes, hair, manner of speaking, laughing and getting angry. 3. The hot air was still and dry, despite the fact that the road ran along the shore of a huge lake. 4. Since you feel your truth, you must stand and fight for it. 5. All the carts, because there were bales of wool on them, seemed very tall and plump. 6. For me, just one yellow leaf is enough for the string of my soul to ask for the mood for autumn. 7. Don’t hide your soul from the wind of time so that it blows like a torch.
I beg you! Find participles in this text! I was sick and missed the topic.Can written language be exactly like spoken language? No, just as spoken language can never be like written language. Participles and many necessary words are avoided in conversation. We do not say: a carriage galloping across a bridge, a servant sweeping a room; we say: which gallops, which sweeps, etc., replacing the expressive brevity of the participle with a sluggish turn.
I beg you. I really need it! I will mark the first correct answer as the best!